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Your Heart Takes Love Seriously

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart. In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you. You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

LOL

I think it will impact my future greatly. I know for a fact that I love gaining technoligical advances, and I prefer the usage of more advanced systems.

Totally-
Homospherse.

It means 'Gay assed Muppet' in Finish.
Or so I'm told.
*wink wink*

This summer is going to be neat. I'm tinking of voluenteering at the Erie Zoo. =D
Anybody wanna meet me?
No?
Thought not.
Whatever.
xD

So recently I've been deeply looking into the life that is Art Collage. My highschool grades are suck, but the one school I've been interested in the most is not worried aobut that. I think that's spectacular. The woman I spoke with told me[When I showed her art from my freshmen year.] that I was the best freshman artist she'd seen in a while. Which is totally cool. She said I'm too hard on my self, and I said 'O...Thank you...?[Me=bad with accepting compliments]' I'm not good with words. I'm not good with alot of things. And I cant express myself well. I like lots of things, and dislike more things than that. So why am I so elated because of something that morethan likely wont happen?

Ik zou geen voedsel missen! Ik zou geslacht de hele tijd worden!

Je ne définis pas la grandeur, car je ne crois pas qu'il y a une telle chose en ce monde. Vous pourriez définir une personne telle que Hitler comme grand ; Stupéfier. Grand. Genious. Alors vous pourriez également dire qu'il était aliéné, crual et violent. Quand en fait il lui-même était simplement incorrect. Ses idées et plan étaient étonnants, pourtant ses manières de fournir son idée étaient inhumaines. C'est grandeur.

Je ne sais pas. Beaucoup moins le fait que je ne m'inquiète pas.

So kann jemand erklären mir, wenn Sachen sich verbessern werden? Ich verstehe nicht wie dieses ' change' geschieht. Warum werden wir nicht betroffen gewesen? Warum niemand ist, das genug in dieser Welt erwachsen ist, zum zu sehen, wie falsch jeder ist. It' s unfair. Es nicht wirklich muss sein, zwar. Aber ich denke nicht Leutesorgfalt ganz, die viel. Jemand bat mich, meinen Kopf aufrechtzuerhalten. It' s, das in zunehmendem Maße stark zu wirklich wächst, TUN das. Gott, halte ich, Sachen auf Fernsehen zu sehen. Lesesachen in den Büchern. Irgendeine Art Mittel ist über Tod und Zerstörung. It' s-Krank machen. I tihnk it' s fast lebenswichtig, festzustellen warum we' Re, Probleme habend, mögen Sie diese. Unwissenheit? Unintelligence? I' m nicht ziemlich sure. Ich stelle tatsächlich fest, dass es gute Sachen in dieser Welt gibt. Sachen sollten wir dankbar für, und zu recive glücklich und dankbar sein. Ich weiß, dass es Gründe gibt, die Sachen geschehen. Wenn das Letzte der Kerzen erlöschen, bitte wissen, dass ich für alles noch dankbar bin, das ich habe, selbst wenn ich nicht wie es klinge. Manchmal, wenn es schlecht ist, konnte ich Totes scheinen niederzuwerfen, aber ernsthaft Leute, weiß ich, welches I' erhaltenes VE ist definitiv mehr als, was andere haben. Ich weiß alles über Sein dankbar und die ganze das. Die ganze es. Ich habe es Millionen Zeiten gehört. Ich weiß, was die Bedeutung ist. Ich weiß, die Statistiken sagen, dass ich einer von den glücklichen sein sollte. Vermutung was. Ich geschehe nicht zu sein. Das ist zu schlecht. Es ist mein Problem. Nicht Ihr. Sie haben viel mehr, sich, Aufenthalt aus meinem craptastic Leben heraus ungefähr zu sorgen, bilden ihn nicht harded. Kühl? Gut.

Ich bin viel fälliger. Ich weiß viel mehr. Ich treffe mehr Vorsichtsmaßnahmen. Ich gebe acht hinsichtlich, zu was ich sage und zu wem sage ich es.

Das letzte Mal I ' warf Vorsicht zum winds' Ich war 10. Ich sah drei Leute zu sterben. Ich habe es nicht seit dem getan.

I think that it depends on what you're about to give them a second chance for. A small child takes some candy without asking are you going to punish them if you've not told them that they cant have it? Or are you going to say 'next time, ask first!' ? I'm betting on the second answer.

So, can somebody tell me when things are gonna get better? I dont understand how this 'change' is happening. Why are we not being affected? Why is nobody adult enough in this world to see how incorrect everyone is. It's unfair. It doesnt really have to be, though. But I dont think people care all that much. Somebody told me to keep my head up. It's growing increasingly hard to actually DO that. God, I keep seeing things on television. Reading things in books. Any kind of media is about death and destruction. It's sickening.
I tihnk it's almost vital to realize why we're having problems like these. Ignorance? Unintelligence? I'm not quite sure. I do, in fact, realize that there are good things in this world. Things we should be thankful for, and happy and thankful to recive. I know that there are reasons things happen. When the last of the candles go out, please know that I'm still thankful for everything I have, even if I dont sound like it. Sometimes when it's bad I might seem totes down, but seriously people, I know what I've got is definatly more than what others have. I know everything about being thankful, and all of that. All of it. I've heard it millions of times. I know what the meaning is.
I know the statistics say I sould be one of the happy ones. Guess what. I dont happen to be. That's too bad. It's my problem. Not yours. You have alot more to worry about, stay out of my craptastic life, dont make it harded. Cool? Good.

I need sleep.

I finally became unlazyy!
Happy birthday to me!
Happy thanksgiving!
BLACK FUCKIN FRIDAY~!

Nope.
I NEVER ask for help unless I'm alone.
Being alone and lost blows.
But if someones with me I'll just be like, "I KNOW WHERE WQERE GOING, JUST GIMME A SEC....'

Dady got me a new TeddyBear cause I was sick again. =]





I did photoshop.

xD

Ah, so I was reading one of (http://aliquoricegirl.livejournal.com/)
her stories in the DGM Kink meme, now I'm crying.
=)
Its really amazing, and it wasnt anon, so I just had to talk about her.

In the story, it says '"I know," Lavi answers, he turns his head like a sick child and speaks without looking at Allen. "That's why, in the dream, I'm always alone."

Allen feels a twist in his stomach. He knows fear and darkness and abandonment. They are his earliest memories; a filthy London street, horse shit steaming in the cold October air, his own sobs coming back to him from the brickwork, his own voice crying out it's not my fault I have this arm.' If there ever was a person trying to break me apart and destroy every boundary of my pathetic exstance, this hit home.
They are my earliest memories, being completely alone. =D
And I guess I've repressed them. And lovely authors like she have taken the liberty to kill me with them. xD
Thats ok.
I enjoy it.

You entered: Bethany Michelle Pongrass
There are 23 letters in your name.
Those 23 letters total to 107
There are 7 vowels and 16 consonants in your name.

What your first name means:Hebrew Female Bethany was a New Testament village near Jerusalem where Jesus visited Mary, Martha and Lazarus. Frequently used as a first name in the 20th century.
Biblical Male 'The house of song, the house of affliction'
Aramaic Female House of poverty.


Your number is: 8

The characteristics of #8 are: Practical endeavors, status oriented, power-seeking, high-material goals.

The expression or destiny for #8:
Your Expression is represented by the number 8. The 8 Expression is well-equipped in a managerial sense. You have outstanding organizational and administrative capabilities. You have the potential for considerable achievement in business or other powerful positions. You can expect to receive the financial and material rewards. You have the skill and abilities to establish or operate a business with great efficiency. You have good judgment when it comes to money and commercial matters, and you understand how to build and accumulate material wealth. Much of your success (or lack of it) may come due to your ability (or inability) to judge character. With the number 8 Expression, you exercise sound judgment in most of your affairs; you are realistic and practical in your approach to business matters.

The positive 8 Expression produces individuals that are very ambitious and goal-oriented. If the 8 energy is not in excess in your makeup, you will no doubt express these traits to some extent. No one has any more energy that a person with the 8 Expression who has a plan laid and is starting to work. No one has any more self-confidence, either. If you are expressing the positive qualities of 8, you are an outstanding manager because you can plan, initiate, and complete projects; you are very dependable and determined.

As it always happens, there can be too much of a good thing. If you have too much of the 8 energy in your makeup, you may express some of the negative attitudes. A negative 8 can be very rigid and stubborn. Ambition sometimes has a way of becoming over-ambition, and you may express an unreasonable impatience with the lack of progress. If your negative side is showing, you may be too exacting, both of yourself and of others. Sometimes this can even becomes a case of intolerance.

The number 8 is very materialistic and also very desirous of status and power. Neither of these drives are inherently negative unless they are taken to an extreme. You must avoid the tendency to strain after money, material matters, status, or power, to the detriment of the other important factors in your life.

Your Soul Urge number is: 5

A Soul Urge number of 5 means:
The 5 soul urge or motivation would like to follow a life of freedom, excitement, adventure and unexpected happening. The idea of travel and freedom to roam intrigues you. You are very much the adventurer at heart. Not particularly concerned about your future or about getting ahead, you can seem superficial and unmotivated.

In a positive sense, the energies of the number 5 make you very adaptable and versatile. You have a natural resourcefulness and enthusiasm that may mark you as a progressive with a good mind and active imagination. You seem to have a natural inclination to be a pace-setter. You are attracted to the unusual and the fast paced.

You may be overly restless and impatient at times. You may dislike the routine work that you are engaged in, and tend to jump from activity to activity, without ever finishing anything. You may have difficulty with responsibility. You don't want to be tied down to a relationship, and it may be hard to commit to one person.

Your Inner Dream number is: 3

An Inner Dream number of 3 means:
You dream of artistic expression; writing, painting, music. You would seek to more freely express your inner feeling and obtain more enjoyment from life. You also dream of being more popular, likable, and appreciated.

List 10 fictional characters you wouldn't kick out of bed(in no particular order) and tag five people to do the same.

1. Asami Ryuichi (Viewfinder Series) - *wet puddle of goo just thinking about him*
2. Aki (Viewfinder Series) - OMAGAWD. SEXY, CAN I JUST PARK MY MANNERS? *spoken, not sang...*
3. Feilong (Viewfinder Series) - .gh;fghl;sgh. Keyboard mashing is the highest form of praise...
4. Miles Edgeworth (Phoenix Wright) - Somuchkeyboardmashingdeserved....
5. Phoenix Wright (Phoenix Wright) - I love him. Thats all I can say.
6. Yagami Raito (Death Note) - 'Nummyyyy!
7. Lelouch Lamperouge (Code Geass) - Is it just me or is he a complete fuckin' UKE?
8. William The Bloody{Spike} (Buffy The Vampire Slayer) - 3OMNOMNOMNOMNOMM~!
9. Iason Mink (Ai no Kusabi) - Uhh....Have you SEEN him lately?
10. Sephiroth (Final Fantasy 7) - *shiver* OMIGOD. DO WANT.

How coem just about ALL of the rank A+++++ with me?